Quoting

'' The more I find myself, the less I understand the person I’m trying to be. I’m in a deep process of un-learning everything I’ve ever been taught. Sometimes, I don’t think I’ve ever really known anything, like I am full of values that I am not even entirely sure are my own. I don’t find myself to be attracted to the things I tell myself I am attracted to and I often find myself acting directly against my instinct in favor of something far less gratifying. I’m trying to figure it out. It’s just not easy at all. ''

Cody Weber